Thursday, October 30, 2008

luv luv luv - use ur hearts not ur eyes

Lol 1st of all wats up with all the love blogs suddenly. Well seems like Tim pretty much has the correct concept on wat love requires but that aint exactly wat love is about. No one ever have or will have the true definition of wats love. Love is something some say a feeling, some say an ability, the minorities say is a torture and for the rest is just something everyone does.
“Love at 1st sight” even I agree that’s bullshit. Cause ur loving someone at the mere sight of her without any knowledge on who she is and wats her personality like. For some lucky ones love at 1st sight sometimes turn out well provided they are real lucky la cant get 4D ready sure wont win cause their luck use at something else already haha.
Anyway y does everyone go for external beauty? Y cant it be the internal beauty.. I mean a heart can be beautiful also ok!! Renfred is rite to say if all the externally beautiful gals are preferred then the ugly ones really sad case lo.. come on don’t open ur eyes or whatever ur using to see.. open up ur heart to see.. that’s how true love even develops.. and trust me saying “I love U” dosent show u love the person.. u gotta show it prove it u love her then ur “I love U” will mean something.. cause I have a fren whose name cant be mentioned said that without even showin to her that he truly loves her..how do u expect the gal to love u back in such a scenario.. its just soo weird!
Love needs sacrifices. True! Without sacrifices ur love will mean nothing. Its all the sacrifices be it small or big its wat brings pleasure and further develop ur love. Try it and u will know for urself it not only make urself feel good of sacrificing something for ur love but it actually proves how such a generous person u r and ur love will definitely be soo proud of it!!
Well that was just some pointers and stuff.. if u need extra advice feel free to ask me cause I aint a wordy person more of the action so I rather be answering qns rather then thinkin and writing everything I know down..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Things sorted

OOOOKKKKKAAAAYYYYY!!

FRED!!! it is FIR and not FIL!!
lol. although it is cute ah. ok fred dun get excited bout me saying its cute~~~
u have my permission to call me Fil. =DD

Hang loose lah. tight also not comfy.

Lets's Sort This Out

Lol Fil ,
you must try to understand tim. Tim's view is a little more mature and
morally right he says that just because we/he eyes a girl like suggestively
like at fil's house at fil's....ahem dosent mean we should marry her.
It maybe our manly parts thinking. He is saying just just in case he kena
matchmake or something to that effect, just in case mind you that even love
can grow out of that even if the wife look like >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Which i really respect no joke i mean if we only marry all the pretty women
then all the ugly women would be left and that would be sad. And I think
tim is pretty noble about that i mean not many people are willing to look
beyond a persons face. I mean we can try but for myself its an uphill kind
of thing to do. So tim rock on and may you find love in your life.





On the other hand we guys got to admit, with all the media influences
and stuff we all pretty much have a "fix" on beauty 1st love that sort of thing
we all also know as a fact that guys get visually stimulated more easily and
though its superfical and stuff sometimes physical attraction leads to attraction.
I mean majority of the guys maybe except one or two or tim will find it easier to"fall in lurrve" with the lady in the picture here>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
then the one in the pic above . Can you blame us?Really can you blame us ?


In conclusions Love Conquers All, and Beauty's Only Skin Deep but i am willing to let love do a little less conquering and know my girl(when i have one) a little deeper then skin deep.
Renfred Out


Saturday, October 25, 2008

Tim and his love

we are human. we love nice things. pretty gals hot gals cute gals fat gals skinny gals white gals black gals tall gals short gals im calling all girls. lol ok that suck.

tim, you english damn power. unlike mine. it is shit.

so yeah, why is it wrong to like a girl at first sight. physical appearence is very important. it shows how well she maintain herself. would you wan to marry someone who is filthy? someone who dresses with torn dirty clothing undone hair smelly pussy? LOL. would you wanna marry that kinda gal even if she shares the same interest with you? i dun think so coz u need to live with someone who is not pain to eye. hahahahahaha

i agree with you that being in love, you'd have to sacrifice alot of shit. espescially if it is something you really love doing. example for me i love playing music, performing live, entertainment. i wont sacrifice these things for a girlfriend but i would if im getting married. and yeah getting married is another whole new topic.

being in love and sacrificing your future is bullshit. imagine you're gonna get a good paying job but u cannot be with your love most of the time. so would you stay with ur love one or go for the job? look at me. im gonna be a marine engineer. i really want to sail. leaving my parents, sisters, friends behind. if i could, i would wanna sail for my ITP. once i start sailing means i would have to go all the way to the top as Chief Engineer. good pay i'd say. that would take me like 5-10 years to the top. So, having a love now means my love would have to wait at least 5 yrs for me to finish my sea time. i cant have love interupting my work at sea. like, im out at sea and i miss my love so much that i need to get home. the company would fuck me up. hahaha.

so yeah maybe after i get my position as chief then i would then find someone to share my savings. wad i mean is to start a family. to start a family u need money man. seriously. the gal needs to know that her future with me is secure right? have babies maybe???maybe not?

im hungry. im actually waiting for my food while doing this shit man.....i'll stop here. if u wanna love its your choice man. its your life. you rule.

ps: sorry for my bad language. =(

Love is......

Its been awhile since I've contributed so here's my 2 cents worth of my perception...


Wish upon a star.

by Dark Savior

I wish I could find the person to call my partner.
A caring heart to love me like no other.
I'm unsure what to look for in a woman or where to start
They say that making love is so sensual it's considered an art

I want that love that makes me feel like I'm the one
not to have to worry about being out done
I wish I knew what it is that could help me on my way,
how to kiss, make love, or even what to say.

Everywhere I look reminds me that I'm alone
I want the family, a lover, children, an a home.
Is it too much to ask for all these things.
I even get nervous when my phone rings

truly I don't know who would ever accept those things,
So I'll sit by this phone, in hopes that one day it rings.
soon I'll grow old, to be left by all those I love
sitting with god and looking down from above

Perhaps I will adopt and love them just the same,
why must we always be playing this senile game.
I'm not sure why I want to be a father so bad
since I was sixteen it's a dream that I've had

I just want to be married before my mother and father die.
It's in this way that I would be able to happily say good bye.

if someone can please explain all these thoughts,
but this is something that even with my money; can't be bought



This is just something that I saw when I was browsing through the web and I saw something that made me start thinking about the meaning of that accursed 4 letter L word...Love.
Im pretty sure that my bros will be reading this first and just to make sure,I've not turn modern or anything aite..Im just clearing my thoughts here and NO IM NOT INFATUATED WITH ANYONE..not currently anyway.

The above poem makes a nearly perfect definition of Love. But it forgot to mention one important thing,Love makes you suffer and in this day and age I doubt anybody truly knows the meaning of that word.To yearn for someone,to be uncertain about her feelings,to question your every action in front of her,to think of her constantly and wonder if she's thinking about you...isn't that just too damn tiring but why do people do it?
Is it just not to be lonely?is it just to please your parents?to please society?
If those are the reasons why people love...then love isn't beautiful as described by a million poems and movies,it's fucking retarded!That begs the question then...what is the real reason to love someone?

"Love at first sight", I'm not sure which moron coined that term but isn't that contradictory? How can a person love someone whom he hasn't met before?How do you know that she has the personality you admire in a partner?Then the only plausible reason would be their looks..isn't that what you call being shallow?That ladies and gentlemen is what we call Lust... I've always lived by the philosophy that Love is never at first sight but Lust is.

Does that mean we have to get to know that person to be able to judge if she is the one for us?Then that begs the question,how do we know which woman to better acquaint ourselves with?People say we just do but what the fuck kinda reasoning is that?Do we just show interest in whoever shows us interest first...that's just damn hypocritical.It all comes down to whether we find that person physically attractive first then isn't that just Lust again?

They say Love makes you able to sacrifice the world for that one person,to sacrifice your life for her,to give up your future,your hopes and dreams but if that is the case. Isn't Love selfish?It causes you to give up so many things in life for that one single person. But the funny thing is Love gives us courage. Soldiers on the battlefield fight not only to protect their country's sovereignty but to keep the ones that they love ie parents,wife,lover and children safe. A mother in labour always prays that her child will be born safe and will willingly give up her own life to ensure her child survives. A Father willingly works his life away, eventhough he maybe sick to the point of hospitalization, just to feed his family. No matter who you are, I believe that there is at least one person you will sacrifice anything for and that is what I truly believe love is.

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong

Love is painful because you have to give up so many things to attain it and you have to give up many more just to maintain it. Yet people do,everyday of their lives they do so willingly. Love is necessary even if it brings you all the pain in the world. Love makes you stronger by breaking you first to attain it.


Love is....needed


無恤的歌 무휼의 노래 -

Friday, October 17, 2008

2nd Successful Event!!

Wootz~~ 2nd event of the brotherhood.. this time was better cause Dharm managed to come w00h00!! lolx.. Had a wonderful time stuffin our face at Seoul Garden.. but the suckiest time of watchin tim's recommended show.. "Max Payne" SERIOUS WTH LA WASTE OF MY BLOODY MONEY & TIME!!.. To make up for that we all headed down to Riff's house to play "Big 2" haha!!

Seoul Garden!!~~ (stuffing our face to the max!!)
We emptied their entire rack of foods!!



Playin "Big 2" out Marina Square Seoul Garden while waiting for the slowpokes to arrive!!~~
Concentrate! LOL!

Ariff trying to learn how to play "Big 2" without playing LOL!!


STUFFIN STUFFIN!!~~ (the civilised half)
happy happy happy!!

Tim gone nuts~~ Wei Xian WTF face~~

Fir and Fazil~~


(the classified "unknow" half)
Chopsticks lessons for ariff???

Alif pointin to Ariff's drink: "wats that?"
Ariff: "Ice lemon tea la"
(behind ariff's back renfred added chopped garlic into his drink)

Ariff kenna poison with "Iced lemon-garlic tea"
AHAHAHAAHA!!! CONGRATZ!!!

LOL.. Alif sight see till like that.. guess who were there.. River Valley High school gals in uniforms with super tight skirts covering only half their thigh length.. wth the school allow this kinda skirt LOL!!



(the uncivilised half - Adventures of Don Dhillon and Freddy)



Renfred did it again.. added salt to dharm's ice lemon tea.. so he is gettin screwed!!

Forced to drink wat he did~~


esplanade in the background cool~~



Random Pics~~
Fir Shankra Alif & Dharm


On the way to Ariff's house~~
LOL we took up the entire row


Reached home at 9 and was totally exhausted haha.. wat a fruitful day spendin time with frens at the expense of not going to school for the entire day ;)




Wednesday, October 15, 2008

2nd Event Plan Layout


11am meet at city hall mrt.. we will be going down to eat at marina square seoul garden :p
Marina Square
6 Raffles Boulevard #02-08/09
Marina Square
Singapore 039 594
Tel: 6339 1339 Fax: 6337 1338
(Opening hours: 11.30am to 10.30pm)

Price plan:
After that we will be headin down to i dunno which cinema to catch Max Payne.. most prob is GV Marina.. Time => 2.25pm Price for movie => S$7

Sunday, October 12, 2008

What I Did During My Holidays

"Recieved" Close to 100GB of Movies,Games and TV series lol.(cannot say download wait kena fine)

TV Series(up til latest completed season) Abt70GB

Weeds (Drugs)
Breaking Bad (Drugs)
House M.D (Doc On Drugs)
Rome(Violence Gore and S**)
The Tudors (Violence Gore and S**)
Dexter(Violence Gore and S**)
Supernatural (Weired Creepy Stuff)
Monk( Deffective Detective)
Psych( "Psychic" Detective )

Games (Abt 6GB)

Age of Empires 3 (all the expansions)
Star Wars Knights Of The Old Republic
Couple of Nds Roms

Movies (Abt 45GB)

All DVD quality thats the only way to go
About 40+ish movies lazy to list down maybe next time


Ahh life is good now i have stuff to do during lectures and breaks
I dont have school on fridays and 2 out of my 4 modules dont have
examinations. Dang! Life's GOOD!

SEOUL GARDEN!!!!

This upcoming Thursday,16 October 2008,we go de-celebrate coming back to school and celebrate Wei Xian's Birthday.
1.) Seoul Garden
2.) Max Payne
3.)...wateva u can ting off

Timing: 12pm+++
so tell me if you wanna come yeah

Saturday, October 11, 2008

random addons

LOL!! 1st of all riff if he sees ur post he is literally gonna screw ur ass with his world's best sensor!! haha.. I would like to add on 2 more photo of some other classic moments with the famous solokia!!

Solokia: Nah no sweets for me today.. I'll pass..
Fazil: I remember u sayin no sweets for u like everyday.. u diebetic issit.. then the cake in front of u ur grandfather eat ah
Solokia: Shut up la godlike.. well alrite i will eat then.. looks like i have to run 10 rounds later to make up for this
Fazil: -.-"


Solokia: Baka!! Stop taking photos la
Fazil: U know me for 3 years u dunno my real name -.-"
Haha actually got millions more just not bothered to get them up all on my phone.. Since this is the last sem.. i wont miss any!!

Alrite now bout the next outing.. i think Tim is organisin a pon class party this thursday to watch a movie and go for a buffet to celebrate Wei Xian's Bdae.. hmm dude according to my timetable im free from 10am-3pm.. i will think about it if i wanna pon my prac at 3pm.. confirm with u soon.. anyway who up for it.. i dont mind seoul garden as long is not the one at causeway pt.. erm thursday pon go seoul garden ah! i soo dont mind sia! hehe :p

Another outing?

Ok Tim aku masih hutang ko 6ketik. jgn lupe ingat kan aku. wuahahahaha

is it time for us to eat seoul garden? lol just asking. got student meal ah.. skip lesson ah

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

1st successful event!!

woohoo!! finally after dunno how many years of wantin to have a bbq we finally managed to pull one together!! A very special thanks to myself(Fazil), Renfred, Firdaus, Ariff, Shankra, Alif, Karen, Yuan Feng, Cliff, Jia Min, Chao Xiang & Wei Xian for making the bbq a success :) (sad case got soo many food left) Anyway i got some pics from the bbq at 5-6pm.. there are more but have to wait for YF to send them to me ;) and yeah thanks Tim for stoppin by lolx!
This is just the beginning Muahahahaa!


Fasting for 30 days caused him to stuff his face!!


Fred and Fir in action ;)


Fir: Hmm.. wats the best way to cook the food faster?? oh yea.. DYNAMITE!!


Random photos from riff blurry N81-8Gb "WOAH"..

wth?? *super random*

Romantic seh.. wee weet!

Longest standin chef.. Renfred!!