BBQ - Fear no rain or shine ;)

24th Dec is marked by the brotherhood on the most fastest and rushing bbq planned ever! haha
mornin went Giant and sheng shiong to get the stuff.. washed up and prepared and by the time preparation was done it was evening lolx.. despite the drizzle we continued our bbq as planned.. though someone pang seh us last min wastin the food we bought and cook for him, the event was still a success.. haha when it was around 7pm a group of ppl came and chased us sayin they booked the pit :S so we moved off to the next pit and it started to rain heavily.. Then we quickly rushed into the shelter and continues bbq.. haha serves the ppl rite for bookin and chasin us they couldnt continue their bbq hahahaha!!!! well here are the pics of the event..

Power Road Drifting

OOOH YEAH!! Ate a meal at Chong Pang which is called "Kuay tiao mee goreng mutton egg" nice name rite ^^..

haha riding along Woodlands ave 7 with a bike with the seat soo high u cant touch the ground was proven disastrous when fir made a sudden turn into the grass.. me being ride behind him couldnt react in time and made a powerful drift which made me nearly roll down to the main road which was full of traffic.. PHEW! Alive but injured my calf haha but am fine now..

lol continued on the journey.. we went to NTUC to get frozen chicken to marinate for tml.. haha cant wait for the BBQ tml.. see yo guys ;)

Christmas came early.... FRAK !

My bill for Nov/Dec.

Got nothing to say accept... That's Fucked Up !

Christmas come early indeed.


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Holiday Plan Declaration from 8th to 12th Dec

Please declare ur holiday plan for the dates of 8th to 10th Dec in order to organise an small event like a bbq or ubin trip before going back to do my freakin FYP

Lets Forgive,Forget and learn to be better

Not gonna write a whole chunk,just enjoy this performance;a new singer from Korea....guess what's her age?

I would like to take this opportunity to say..

.... FUCK U !

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StarBucks

How do i start? Nvm

Fazil, Ahrep and me went to starbucks yesterday to study.
Fazil went home to take some stuffs.
So me and ahrep left sitting.

I turn on my lappy and read an email damn funny. no need elaborate. u should know.
Ahrep borrow my cellphone.
Which fuck head would actually take someone elses cell and start reading thier messages.
Just to check if i had a girlfriend.
How pussy is that sia??? Can't even ask?
You fucking 19 year old pussy hair shit head.
Those are my privacy. well now its not cause you read it. and still denying it.
Like seriously who actually read someone else inbox????
just now i went to school and started doing that.
guess what all of them fucked me telling me which dickhead did that.

Looking at your face i feel sick. So sick that my dick hide itself.
lol maybe not sick lah.
I just wanna whack your face with my skills. maybe call azah along for more enjoyment.
you think you're taller than me u such a big fuck? you love azah is big fuck already?
fuck you lah. and your is so fair. wtf do you do? sit at home jacking off whole day?

One more. I go jamming because i love jamming. I play music, make music.
Wth is wrong with you asking "fir you go jamming for 1 or 2 hours then like that only?"
its more than just a hobby. do you jack halfway and stop? or you still deny that u dun jack off?
i would love to perform with my bandmates. AND THEY ARE NOT FUCKING MATREPS.
YOU FUCKING NARROW-MINDED FAGGOT. CANT YOU TELL THE DIFF BETWEEN MATREP AND ME?

So you join EEE because u didnt have other friends who wanted to join the course u liked?
who cares if join SMA/DMR on my own without any friends. its how u make relationship.

what else can i say? ok yeah.
no point fighting over the net. no one wins no one loose.
wanna fight come face to face. and if u'd really come face to face at me, i'll just back off.
you cant stand for yourself.

kena hung sikit dah gabra

FUCK YOU and your sucky life.

Meet me in hell.

Ask yourself honestly, if faced with an over whelming challenge, will you break under pressure or overcome it and be born anew ?

Its starts with light and ends with light
and in between theres darkness
nothing there is beyond hope,
nothing that can be sworn impossible,
nothing left unimaginable,
since Zeus father of the olympians made night from mid day,
hiding the light from the shining sun and raining dark fear down upon men.


P.S. Picture taken on a diving trip in Phillipines. Its a small tiny island the size of a lecture theatre.


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Sincerest apologies.

This is a message to all my bro's..meaning you 4( you guys know who you are),I would like to apologise to all of you especially to 3 of you. I've been thinking about some stuff and it took a shitty "event" to knock some sense into me.

I would like to apologise for not being a real best friend. Since coming to poly, I've been an arrogant little shithead,don't say I haven't cos I bloody well know I do. I was to caught up with trying to be smart and all that I forgot what it means to be a real friend. I'm sorry I thought I was smarter than you guys, I'm sorry at times I thought you guys were weighing me down, I'm sorry for always leaving you guys behind, I'm so sorry for so many bloody things...I know saying sorry doesn't make it all better but hopefully by admitting my mistakes I can be a better friend.

I've always thought myself as pretty smart (not genius smart but above avg smart,you know what I mean), guess that's why I acted like such a shithead. Year after year,my cumulative GPA kept increasing steadily and the biggest increase came during year 2 and that's when I became really arrogant. Thinking back, I only acted humble but in my mind...I was probably the most arrogant asshole ever. I thought I was set to enter Uni and maybe that's why I started slacking and being an arrogant ass too. I'm gonna apologise to Fred right now, I'm so sorry thinking that I was smarter than you bro. I would also like to apologise to all 3 of you for not helping you guys out as best as I could when you guys asked for my help. I should've spent more times with you guys instead of prioritizing my classmates...that's another thing I have to apologise for...thinking that I found the perfect classmates since they were all so damn smart, I thought of making them my new best friends but heck I was wrong..you guys are and still will be my best friends,if you would still have me of course.

This final sem made me realize all the times we spent as Bros and all the times I spent avoiding you guys for one reason or another. I'm thankful you guys still treat me the same even though I changed..for the worst. So before I/We graduate in a few months time, I would like to ask for all of your forgiveness. For being such a lousy bro and for being a total jackass most of the time.

Sincerely Your Bro,
~TiM~

New outing

eh lets have another outing man.

i know u all are busy with fyp and sch.

i have sch stuffs and other commitment too man.

anyways yeah OUTING!!!!

cannot wait liao. do something else other than food or movie lah.

Let's go for some "REAL" adventure.

or go to "decent" clubs like museums, shopping centre, library?

wuahahahahahahhahahahahahah!!!! asshole

go overnight cycling? overnight walking? ghost hunting? cycle thru jalan bahar(i'd love it)?

hmmm what else can we do overnight? hahahha no dirty stuffs yeah.

Fantasy

I have to say, I'm trying to appeal to the guys on this one. Not the half baked sissies who still cry and wet their pants. I am talking about real men.


I'm talking about fantasies. You know, that crazy idea that you have,
stuck in your head ranging from that hot girl from across the street
walking right over and sitting in your lap, or the one about Barney
coming to life and actually spreading his brand of love to every single
person on this earth?

" Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
When he’s tall he’s what we call A dinosaur sensation
Barney teaches lots of things
Like how to play pretend
A-B-C’s and 1-2-3’s and how to be a friend "

Well, I have one.


I am a single male. I am only 19 years of age. I lead an uncomplicated
and diffenatley PASSIONATE life and i can't emphasize more.


I'd always reveled in this slightly whacked job but kinky
fantasy, where this incredibly hot girl hunts me down and forces
me to have sex with her like there's no tomorrow.
Something along the lines of having a sexually charged, yet non
committal relationship with an incredibly attractive lass.


Incredibly kooky, I know.


My imagination runs much wilder when I'm bored, and I don't mind.
In fact, I encourage it to run as wild as bunnies with boobs. Haha.

However, when fantasy runs wild into reality, it's actually kinda
scary. Scary and weird. I'm actually frightened with how kosher
this entire episode is turning out to be.

I mean, it could turn out to be an incredibly elaborate and
mean joke. But never the less an awesome one.


But hey, always look on the bright side of life, right?
Keep the faith, that the hot girl's waiting right around the corner.


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What a Waster

hello people. if but not all, a first entry should be about myself. but being different i shall talk about this stranger.

it's weird because there's this irrevocable attraction, that's for the most part, unexplained. for a stranger, whom I know only so barely surrounded by wispy fog-like mystery. perhaps, it's the mystery and my thirst for unravelling it, or how it's so damn sexy how i hardly get enough and still yearn for more.

whatever it is, i've only just realised that whenever i'm faced with any form of negative pressures, i begin playing back the day's anthem to distract me and lift whatever gloomy shadow that may have been hanging.

today's was 'what a waster'. and what a waster, pissed it all up the wall, there's tears coming out from everywhere. that, was how the entire day went, the voices of carl barat over and over again, telling me a sad story about a girl who took too much drugs. FUCK YOU !

i need to be able to launch myself into this with much pomp and gusto. because i shouldn't be afraid because i'm accustomed to being the little boy in most situations not literally of course because i am not that small.. little boys can also do big things, me thinks.


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My SITEX Fair Buying List~

Gotta get me some of these stuff at the upcoming fair this end of November,anyone wanna tag along?


1.) Linksys Router (FINALLY!!!)2.) I seriously need new damn speakers so wth,gonna get me some boom~

Haven't decided on whether creative or sonic gear but gotta see the price, around $100 is my range.

3.)10 megapixel fujifilm digicam.
Im not sure the exact model but I do know that fujifilm has like the cheapest 10 mega cam around so hoping it goes down to below SGD200
4.) My Razor Lycosa Keyboard~~~
Aaaaaah ain't that a thing of beauty~

This is my shopping list for the moment,gonna be broke for awhile after this LOL

hmm ppl asked me for this pic so im puttin it up

A friend in need is a friend indeed...

Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental
>>>>>>>>>>>>>













I always though this proverb was a bit strange.I mean if you think about it someone who is always in need is indeed a friend.Well 'some' people think that this phrase means "I am a great friend to my friends because i am always in need. Wow what a great guy i am.I am such a friend".

To quote Wikipedia
"Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more beings"

However in this case wiki forgot to mention that, there are GOOD friends, and BAD friends.So, kids when you chose your friends, like what your mummy or daddy says "Don't anyhow make friends".

Now to the socially retarded or those who really find it amazing that the point above is NOT what friendship is about here is a simple explanation that even a mentally challenged turkey will get. Mind you this is really the most most most basic of friendship.. like Friendship for Dummies Rule no.1 or something...

"Friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them."

Ya ya, no dying for friend or any of that crap simple trust that's the basis of friendship, if you can say something like
" Why you guys want me to go? So you can make fun of me ah ?"
When your friend (with pure intentions if i may add) ask you out for a movie.
Then WHERE'S THE TRUST? I mean when you need things from friends or your friends invite you to join a project group why don't you ask this kind of question(s)?.

"Eh, can send me your resume. Please don't hurt me....gulp"
OR
"Um, why you want me in your FYP group ah ? So you can bully me right? "

well people don't do things like that cause,
1st- It makes YOU look Stupid and Wussy-Like
2nd-It INSULTS the person (especially if the person is your friend or he thinks he is)
3rd-Because FRIENDS TRUST one another

So to all out there please make GOOD friends and to others who dont know how to be a GOOD
friend please learn (that's if you are not a total basket case and all if like that then i nothing to say).

Renfred
Out

P.S By the way the proverb means 'someone who helps you when you are in need is a true friend'.not the other way around ;)

luv luv luv - use ur hearts not ur eyes

Lol 1st of all wats up with all the love blogs suddenly. Well seems like Tim pretty much has the correct concept on wat love requires but that aint exactly wat love is about. No one ever have or will have the true definition of wats love. Love is something some say a feeling, some say an ability, the minorities say is a torture and for the rest is just something everyone does.
“Love at 1st sight” even I agree that’s bullshit. Cause ur loving someone at the mere sight of her without any knowledge on who she is and wats her personality like. For some lucky ones love at 1st sight sometimes turn out well provided they are real lucky la cant get 4D ready sure wont win cause their luck use at something else already haha.
Anyway y does everyone go for external beauty? Y cant it be the internal beauty.. I mean a heart can be beautiful also ok!! Renfred is rite to say if all the externally beautiful gals are preferred then the ugly ones really sad case lo.. come on don’t open ur eyes or whatever ur using to see.. open up ur heart to see.. that’s how true love even develops.. and trust me saying “I love U” dosent show u love the person.. u gotta show it prove it u love her then ur “I love U” will mean something.. cause I have a fren whose name cant be mentioned said that without even showin to her that he truly loves her..how do u expect the gal to love u back in such a scenario.. its just soo weird!
Love needs sacrifices. True! Without sacrifices ur love will mean nothing. Its all the sacrifices be it small or big its wat brings pleasure and further develop ur love. Try it and u will know for urself it not only make urself feel good of sacrificing something for ur love but it actually proves how such a generous person u r and ur love will definitely be soo proud of it!!
Well that was just some pointers and stuff.. if u need extra advice feel free to ask me cause I aint a wordy person more of the action so I rather be answering qns rather then thinkin and writing everything I know down..

Things sorted

OOOOKKKKKAAAAYYYYY!!

FRED!!! it is FIR and not FIL!!
lol. although it is cute ah. ok fred dun get excited bout me saying its cute~~~
u have my permission to call me Fil. =DD

Hang loose lah. tight also not comfy.

Lets's Sort This Out

Lol Fil ,
you must try to understand tim. Tim's view is a little more mature and
morally right he says that just because we/he eyes a girl like suggestively
like at fil's house at fil's....ahem dosent mean we should marry her.
It maybe our manly parts thinking. He is saying just just in case he kena
matchmake or something to that effect, just in case mind you that even love
can grow out of that even if the wife look like >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Which i really respect no joke i mean if we only marry all the pretty women
then all the ugly women would be left and that would be sad. And I think
tim is pretty noble about that i mean not many people are willing to look
beyond a persons face. I mean we can try but for myself its an uphill kind
of thing to do. So tim rock on and may you find love in your life.





On the other hand we guys got to admit, with all the media influences
and stuff we all pretty much have a "fix" on beauty 1st love that sort of thing
we all also know as a fact that guys get visually stimulated more easily and
though its superfical and stuff sometimes physical attraction leads to attraction.
I mean majority of the guys maybe except one or two or tim will find it easier to"fall in lurrve" with the lady in the picture here>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
then the one in the pic above . Can you blame us?Really can you blame us ?


In conclusions Love Conquers All, and Beauty's Only Skin Deep but i am willing to let love do a little less conquering and know my girl(when i have one) a little deeper then skin deep.
Renfred Out

Tim and his love

we are human. we love nice things. pretty gals hot gals cute gals fat gals skinny gals white gals black gals tall gals short gals im calling all girls. lol ok that suck.

tim, you english damn power. unlike mine. it is shit.

so yeah, why is it wrong to like a girl at first sight. physical appearence is very important. it shows how well she maintain herself. would you wan to marry someone who is filthy? someone who dresses with torn dirty clothing undone hair smelly pussy? LOL. would you wanna marry that kinda gal even if she shares the same interest with you? i dun think so coz u need to live with someone who is not pain to eye. hahahahahaha

i agree with you that being in love, you'd have to sacrifice alot of shit. espescially if it is something you really love doing. example for me i love playing music, performing live, entertainment. i wont sacrifice these things for a girlfriend but i would if im getting married. and yeah getting married is another whole new topic.

being in love and sacrificing your future is bullshit. imagine you're gonna get a good paying job but u cannot be with your love most of the time. so would you stay with ur love one or go for the job? look at me. im gonna be a marine engineer. i really want to sail. leaving my parents, sisters, friends behind. if i could, i would wanna sail for my ITP. once i start sailing means i would have to go all the way to the top as Chief Engineer. good pay i'd say. that would take me like 5-10 years to the top. So, having a love now means my love would have to wait at least 5 yrs for me to finish my sea time. i cant have love interupting my work at sea. like, im out at sea and i miss my love so much that i need to get home. the company would fuck me up. hahaha.

so yeah maybe after i get my position as chief then i would then find someone to share my savings. wad i mean is to start a family. to start a family u need money man. seriously. the gal needs to know that her future with me is secure right? have babies maybe???maybe not?

im hungry. im actually waiting for my food while doing this shit man.....i'll stop here. if u wanna love its your choice man. its your life. you rule.

ps: sorry for my bad language. =(

Love is......

Its been awhile since I've contributed so here's my 2 cents worth of my perception...

Wish upon a star.

by Dark Savior

I wish I could find the person to call my partner.
A caring heart to love me like no other.
I'm unsure what to look for in a woman or where to start
They say that making love is so sensual it's considered an art

I want that love that makes me feel like I'm the one
not to have to worry about being out done
I wish I knew what it is that could help me on my way,
how to kiss, make love, or even what to say.

Everywhere I look reminds me that I'm alone
I want the family, a lover, children, an a home.
Is it too much to ask for all these things.
I even get nervous when my phone rings

truly I don't know who would ever accept those things,
So I'll sit by this phone, in hopes that one day it rings.
soon I'll grow old, to be left by all those I love
sitting with god and looking down from above

Perhaps I will adopt and love them just the same,
why must we always be playing this senile game.
I'm not sure why I want to be a father so bad
since I was sixteen it's a dream that I've had

I just want to be married before my mother and father die.
It's in this way that I would be able to happily say good bye.

if someone can please explain all these thoughts,
but this is something that even with my money; can't be bought


This is just something that I saw when I was browsing through the web and I saw something that made me start thinking about the meaning of that accursed 4 letter L word...Love.
Im pretty sure that my bros will be reading this first and just to make sure,I've not turn modern or anything aite..Im just clearing my thoughts here and NO IM NOT INFATUATED WITH ANYONE..not currently anyway.

The above poem makes a nearly perfect definition of Love. But it forgot to mention one important thing,Love makes you suffer and in this day and age I doubt anybody truly knows the meaning of that word.To yearn for someone,to be uncertain about her feelings,to question your every action in front of her,to think of her constantly and wonder if she's thinking about you...isn't that just too damn tiring but why do people do it?
Is it just not to be lonely?is it just to please your parents?to please society?
If those are the reasons why people love...then love isn't beautiful as described by a million poems and movies,it's fucking retarded!That begs the question then...what is the real reason to love someone?

"Love at first sight", I'm not sure which moron coined that term but isn't that contradictory? How can a person love someone whom he hasn't met before?How do you know that she has the personality you admire in a partner?Then the only plausible reason would be their looks..isn't that what you call being shallow?That ladies and gentlemen is what we call Lust... I've always lived by the philosophy that Love is never at first sight but Lust is.

Does that mean we have to get to know that person to be able to judge if she is the one for us?Then that begs the question,how do we know which woman to better acquaint ourselves with?People say we just do but what the fuck kinda reasoning is that?Do we just show interest in whoever shows us interest first...that's just damn hypocritical.It all comes down to whether we find that person physically attractive first then isn't that just Lust again?

They say Love makes you able to sacrifice the world for that one person,to sacrifice your life for her,to give up your future,your hopes and dreams but if that is the case. Isn't Love selfish?It causes you to give up so many things in life for that one single person. But the funny thing is Love gives us courage. Soldiers on the battlefield fight not only to protect their country's sovereignty but to keep the ones that they love ie parents,wife,lover and children safe. A mother in labour always prays that her child will be born safe and will willingly give up her own life to ensure her child survives. A Father willingly works his life away, eventhough he maybe sick to the point of hospitalization, just to feed his family. No matter who you are, I believe that there is at least one person you will sacrifice anything for and that is what I truly believe love is.

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong

Love is painful because you have to give up so many things to attain it and you have to give up many more just to maintain it. Yet people do,everyday of their lives they do so willingly. Love is necessary even if it brings you all the pain in the world. Love makes you stronger by breaking you first to attain it.


Love is....needed

2nd Successful Event!!

Wootz~~ 2nd event of the brotherhood.. this time was better cause Dharm managed to come w00h00!! lolx.. Had a wonderful time stuffin our face at Seoul Garden.. but the suckiest time of watchin tim's recommended show.. "Max Payne" SERIOUS WTH LA WASTE OF MY BLOODY MONEY & TIME!!.. To make up for that we all headed down to Riff's house to play "Big 2" haha!!

Seoul Garden!!~~ (stuffing our face to the max!!)
We emptied their entire rack of foods!!



Playin "Big 2" out Marina Square Seoul Garden while waiting for the slowpokes to arrive!!~~
Concentrate! LOL!

Ariff trying to learn how to play "Big 2" without playing LOL!!

STUFFIN STUFFIN!!~~ (the civilised half)
happy happy happy!!

Tim gone nuts~~ Wei Xian WTF face~~

Fir and Fazil~~


(the classified "unknow" half)
Chopsticks lessons for ariff???

Alif pointin to Ariff's drink: "wats that?"
Ariff: "Ice lemon tea la"
(behind ariff's back renfred added chopped garlic into his drink)

Ariff kenna poison with "Iced lemon-garlic tea"
AHAHAHAAHA!!! CONGRATZ!!!

LOL.. Alif sight see till like that.. guess who were there.. River Valley High school gals in uniforms with super tight skirts covering only half their thigh length.. wth the school allow this kinda skirt LOL!!



(the uncivilised half - Adventures of Don Dhillon and Freddy)



Renfred did it again.. added salt to dharm's ice lemon tea.. so he is gettin screwed!!

Forced to drink wat he did~~


esplanade in the background cool~~



Random Pics~~
Fir Shankra Alif & Dharm


On the way to Ariff's house~~
LOL we took up the entire row


Reached home at 9 and was totally exhausted haha.. wat a fruitful day spendin time with frens at the expense of not going to school for the entire day ;)